shes sick of this depressed feeling
sick of being the person that gets tossed in the dirt
that person that takes the bad and pushes it deep inside
sick of not letting herself speak her mind
she wants love
not love that is one sided
she wants adventure
a relationship that isn't depended on sex
wanting her heart to know where it belongs
what can she do to make it so
late nights staying up crying
feeling bad for herself
just an excuse to be dehydrated
killing her own sorrow
smiles were brought to her face last night though
only to be turned into a frown tonight
he isn't going to be in the area the whole summer
guess she shouldn't think about late summer nights
another summer spent alone day dreaming
day dreaming of summer advetures
summer loves
day dreams a delaware boy
or dreams of a hard rocker with red curly locks
frustration and anger